Depressed

If you ask a stupid question
Then you get a stupid answer
And if you ask if I'm okay, I'm unhappy ever after, hmm
If you ask me how I'm coping
I'm like a minute from disaster
I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA

My world's spinning the wrong way 'round
Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm lowkey down
Tryna find something to laugh about, oh

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine, but I'm depressed?
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?
Oh, ain't it funny how
Wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

I don't want a conversation
I'm not good around new people
I'd rather stick to what I know and watch Malcolm In the Middle

Feelin' lonely when I'm in the crowd
Treadin' water tryin' not to drown
Tryna find something to laugh about, oh

Oh, ain't it funny how
I seem fine, but I'm depressed?
I look so pretty, but I'm a mess
I think I'm immune to happiness, oh, why?
Oh, ain't it funny how
Wanna be brave, I'm terrified
To get myself dressed and go outside
I say I'm okay, I'm fine, all jokes aside

If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night
If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life