Stuck In A Rut

You think about the misery in your life
You live to forget and survive
The worst things that happened to you
Won't go away so drinking is what you do

You still have that memory in your head
Your mother beaten up by your dad
And all the things he did to you
Couldn't tell no-one didn't know what to do

You block your feelings away
Don't care about yesterday
He walks in, tries to attack
Invade your life, you can't fight back