Forgive The Years (A Brother's Apology)

I drowned in shadows
Too blind to see
The faces that waited
Calling for me

My walls were high
My mind a cage
Left you behind
Consumed by rage

I hear your voices
Faint through the storm
A haunting echo
A love deformed

Shattered bonds
Can't be mend
Will you forgive me in the end
I was lost
I was gone
But I'm here
Holding on

I built my prison
Brick by brick
Your cries are next to the clock dead
Still cross my chest?
It's hard to breathe
I ran from love
But you didn't leave

Through the chaos your light remained
My selfish silence
Brought you pain

Shattered bonds
Can't be mend
Will you forgive me in the end
I was lost
I was gone
But I'm here
Holding on