STILL HERE

Midnight comes and goes again
But I'm still here
I stopped counting all the days
Since you walked away from me

Time keeps moving like it should
But it don't feel the same to me
I learned how to fake a smile
I learned how to sleep alone

But every time I close my eyes
Still feel you in my bones

I thought I'd break, but I didn't
I thought I'd fail, but I'm still breathing

I'm still here
Standing in the wreckage you left
Still breathing
With all this weight on my chest

I didn't heal
I just learned how to pretend
I'm still here
But I'm not whole again

I don't reach for you no more
But I still feel the pull
Like a ghost inside my veins
Like a wound that won't close

I don't need you like before
Yeah, I know that it's true
But there's a part of who I am
That still belongs to you

I didn't fall, but I bent
I didn't lose, but I'm different

I'm still here
Standing in the wreckage you left
Still breathing
With all this weight on my chest

I didn't heal
I just learned how to pretend
I'm still here
But I'm not whole again

I gave you everything I had
And still it wasn't enough
Now I'm left with what we were
And all this fucking dust

I'm still here
Standing in the wreckage you left
Still breathing
With all this weight on my chest

I didn't heal
I just learned how to pretend
I'm still here
But I'm not whole again