I Dont Know To Be Loved

Don't get too close
I want you close
Don't get too close

You set your keys beside mine
Like its nothing like its fine
I start counting all the small things
You might wanna take in time
You remember how I like it
You can tell when I haven't slept
I keep looking for the catch
And everything you haven't asked yet

What do you want?
You say I don't owe you anything
I laugh like that can't be true
I've been waithing for the price
Of being good to you
It can't be free

I don't know how to be loved
Without preparing for the end
You pull me into your arms
I start losing you again
In my head
In my head
I want you close
I want the door
I get what I need and I look for the war

I don't know how to be loved
Can I learn before this ends?
Don't let it end
Don't let it end
Don't get too close
I want you close
Don't go

You go quiet watching movies
I ask what I did wrong
You say you're only tired
I keep digging till we fight
Then I hate how calm I feel
When the room is finally cold
Now I know where I should stand
Now there's something I can't solve

(I know this part)
You shouldn't have to hurt me
Just to make the feeling real
I've been asking you for patience
While I question what you feel
(I know you feel it)

I don't know how to be loved
Without preparing for the end
You pull me into your arms
I start losing you again
In my head
In my head
I want you close
Want you close

I don't know how to be loved
Can I learn before this ends?
Don't let it end
Don't let it end

You don't have to prove it every time I get afraid
I can tell you I'm hurting without making you
The blame it isn't you
(It isn't you)
Let me leave the question open
(Question open)
Let me put the phone back down
(Phone back down)
Let a quiet night be quiet
I can try that with you now
(Here with you)

I don't know how to be loved
Without preparing for the end
You pull me into your arms
I start losing you again
In my head
In my head
I want you close
I'm at the door
Turn around
I've been here before

I don't know how to be loved
But I wanna let you in
(Let you in)
You set your keys beside mine
I leave them where they are
Stay where you are