WHEN HEAVEN WEPT II

Get out of my head
Go haunt somebody else's dreams tonight
I'm not your kingdom anymore
You don't get to rule my mind

You crowned yourself in my veins
Built a throne behind my eyes
Every prayer I tried to say
Turned into your name in disguise

Dreams turn into dust
Dust turns into names in stone
I carved you out of my sleep
But I wake up not alone

Heaven doesn't answer me
Hell doesn't want me back
Somewhere between the fall and the void
Is the place where we cracked

One day you'll fade out
Like a God no one believes
But tonight you're still a ghost
Standing right in front of me

I tore the halo from your head
Watched it shatter on the floor
You looked just like salvation
Now you're something I can't ignore

I washed my hands in holy water
Still your touch won't rinse away
If love was meant to free me
Why am I still chained to your name

Scriptures written on my skin
Promises I can't erase
I buried you beneath my ribs
But you resurrect in every ache

Heaven doesn't answer me
Hell doesn't want me back
I'm trapped between the fall and the void
Where nothing turns to black

One day you'll fade out
I keep saying it to breathe
But tonight you're still my ghost
And you won't let go of me

I said I'd burn your altar down
But I still kneel in the dark
I swore I'd let your memory drown
But it's beating in my heart

If you're a curse then break me clean
If you're a dream then let me sleep
Why does every road I take
Still lead back to you and me

Heaven doesn't answer me
Hell doesn't want me back
I'm lost between the fall and the void
Where angels turn to ash

One day you'll fade out
Like a God no one believes
But tonight you're still my ghost
Standing right in front of me