How I Feel

Where do I belong?
Sometimes I feel wrong, but I do it right
I try to do it right
Where do I belong?
I'm writing all these songs
I'm asking why
I'm asking why

I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind
I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind

I listen to my heart
Wish that I was capable of taking any loss
I am not unbreakable I bend it's not enough
My heart is unreplaceable, so please don't let it fall
I've always been in war
To cover our emotions yeah we try to turn 'em off
I want to get inside when you try to open up
I think that's why we get lost
When you almost reach the top
That's when they try to throw you off

I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind
I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind

I think I wanna stay inside for the rest of my life
I was fifteen years old with thoughts of suicide
Tried to be a man they told me boys do not cry
Some things will be forever in the back of my mind, yeah
Some things I'll never leave behind
Why am I so scared of running behind?
I have traumas that haunt me every night
When I die, I just wanna leave something behind

I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind
I do not know how I feel
I'm searching deep inside
Try to find a piece of mind
I left so much behind