Hard As It Is

I thought I'd go
Where everyone goes
The place where I find answers to everything

I thought I knew
What everyone knows
I never dream that I try anything

As hard as it is
I'm trying not, I'm trying not to run from you

Tell me your dream
Take it so far
Not what you seem but I'll see anything

I thought I'd do this on my own
I never sat this long alone
I am on the outside

Figured it out
Know what I want
There is no doubt that I'd do anything

As hard as it is
I'm trying not, I'm trying not to run from you

As hard as it is
I'm trying not, I'm trying not to run from you

I'm trying not to run
I'm buried and I'm done
I'm trying not to run
I'm broken and I'm numb
I'm trying not to run
I'm buried and I'm done
I'm trying not to run
I'm broken and I'm numb
I'll run from...