Something grew inside of me
I tried to keep my distance
Before to long it was too late
It weakened my resistance

Wash my hands and wash my clothes
Cut my hair and break my nose
Round and round around it goes
I think I should have stayed in bed
But I'm not there and I'm here instead

Adrenaline, adrenaline
I'm feeding my addiction
Some things I should have said before
Regarding my condition

Wash my hands and wash my clothes
Cut my hair and break my nose
Round and round around it goes
I think I should have stayed in bed
But I'm not there and I'm here instead

I left my kink to grow although I knew I would regret it
I'm feeling lost, I feel ashamed, I'm feeling quite pathetic

Wash my hands and wash my clothes
Cut my hair and break my nose
Round and round around it goes
I think I should have stayed in bed
But I'm not there and I'm here instead
I'm not there and I'm here instead
I'm not there and I'm here instead

(You'd be better off dead) I'm here instead
(You'd be better off dead) I'm here instead
(You'd be better off dead) I'm here instead
(You'd be better off dead) I'm here instead
You'd be better off, you'd be better off dead!