Blind Proximity

I hear siren sounds, so nostalgic
Could it have been you?
Could it have been me?
I'm only a mess 'cause you caused it
I beat myself black and blue
Tryna make sense of you

If I could fly free of your love
I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing
All the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be
I could rise your weight of disease
If I had gone in knowing
All the damage love would cause
I wouldn't love you

Blind proximity
Blind proximity, 'ximity
Blind proximity
Blind proximity

It isn't too late, might as well be
I could run easy
A threat used as a plea
You love all the ways I've become you
A blank page for your decrees
Writing what you want of me

If I could fly free of your love
I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing
All the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be
I could rise your weight of disease
If I had gone in knowing
All the damage love would cause
I wouldn't love you

I wouldn't love you
(Blind proximity, 'ximity)
I wouldn't love you
(Blind proximity)
I wouldn't love you
(Blind proximity)

If I could fly free of your love
I could rise, be who I was
If I could go unknowing
All the damage love would cause
If I could fly where I wanna be
I could rise your weight of disease
If I had gone in knowing
All the damage love would cause
I wouldn't love you

Blind proximity
Blind proximity, 'ximity
Blind proximity
Blind proximity