Out Of My Head

I didn't mean for this to happen
It's not in my control
It's like something takes me over
Gets a grip around my soul

I float above my body
Watch it from afar
And try to make some sense of
How things got so dark

I'm out of my head
But I won't let you
Pull me back to the ground again

I'll stay here instead
In this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head

I wage a secret battle
With the stranger in the mirror
Stare at the reflection
Of what I've grown to fear

I know I should confront it
It's easier to hide
Than run the risk of failing
So I don't even try

I'm out of my head
But I won't let you
Pull me back to the ground again

I'll stay here instead
In this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head
I'm out of my head

I remember when I used to
Be someone I liked
Now I spend my days
Afraid I'll never get it right
Will I ever get it right?

I'm out of my head
But I won't let you
Pull me back to the ground again

I'll stay here instead
In this self-destructive
Hell I've been living in
I'm out of my head