Part Of Me

I don’t know how you got in my head
Turning all my visions to red
But you did and I’m grateful for helping me see
That even after all this time
Your love is a part of me

First you pulled me out of my grave
Handed me the keys to my cage
And I guess that I owe you for the air that I breathe
But now you’re starting to choke me
With the hands that used to feed

Now your love is part of me

Thought you’d be malicious and clean
Calculated like a machine
And I’m drawn to your nightmare
While you pull on my chains
I can’t deny that I have found the comfort in the pain

I’ve got to get away from your arms
Your suffocating violent charms
You’re the colour of evil on the wings of a dove
But even if I shoot you down I just can’t shake you off

How did I get so sick from your embrace?
Your mouth full of salt for all my cuts
Now the last of me is leaving you
But this part will never give up

I’ve got to get away from your hate
You only teach me how to degrade
You’re waste, you’re a tyrant
You’re a leech of my kindness
You’re a cunt, and a bastard
And it makes me so sad that
You’re just imitating, You’re asphyxiating
Your love is a part of myself that I’m hating