Selfobtained Paranoia

Tearing, crawling under my skin
Something behind me,
something infront of me
No-one there but still...

The screams in my head
The unseen stalker
The growing nausea
It's coming, I can hear it

Blinded by absurdity
Persecutied by fear,
From a supremacy unknown
I consign my life to the black

Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final
Forgive me father For I have...
Praying for something non-existent
Praying for help...
No answer, No god

Insomnia my everyday plague,
ripping my hair off
Cutting my veins
This is my world of self destruction

The screams in my head
The unseen stalker
The growing nausea
It's coming, I can hear it

Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final
I find no solace in the eyes of your God
I find myself obeying the wishes of my essence

Searching inside my haunted soul
Nothing, just empty darkness
Immortality is the final target
The immortality of non-existence...

Selfobtained paranoia,
a constant feeling of fear
Selfobtained paranoia
a haunted world/death is final