On My Own

I've been living in and out of alcohol for so long now
That every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I'm lost on how
I'm a liar and then some, I'm a cheater at best
I'm sick of this wet noose around my neck
I'm going forwards, looking back
On everything I never had
Under the weight of all the qualities I lack

And I know it's time to change
It's time to finally act my age
Make amends with everyone I pushed away
Don't leave me on my own
Until I'm fully grown
I'm not gonna be the only one
To reap what I don't sow
Don't leave me on my own
I'm difficult I know

I really need a chance to be someone
Someone I've never known
I've been living in and out of my own head for so long
I can't recall when I let my heart behind the wheel
I'm a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I'm right
But still you're asking me to spend the night
I'm going forwards, looking back
On everything I never had
Under the weight of all the qualities I lack

And I know it's time to change
It's time to finally act my age
Make amends with everyone I cast away
Don't leave me on my own
Until I'm fully grown
I'm not gonna be the only one
To reap what I don't sow
Don't leave me on my own
I'm difficult I know

But I really need a chance to be someone
Someone I've never known
God bless you and good luck
I can't stop you from giving up
These things you do are not enough
To save me
Don't leave me on my own
Until I'm fully grown
I'm not gonna be the only one
To reap what I don't sow

Don't leave me on my own
Until I'm fully grown
I'm not gonna be the only one
To reap what I don't sow
Don't leave me on my own
I'm difficult I know
But I really need a chance to be someone
Someone I've never known

Oh no no
No no no, don't leave me on my own
No no no, don't leave me on my own