Angel Or Alien

Lost inside my head
Save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead
Pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

Pushing away every turn there's no reaction
I see everything you believed was incomplete
This is not what I thought it would be
When you came back around
Came back so carelessly

Lost inside my head
Save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead
Pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

Heartless machine
Built to destroy me
Negative being
Angel or alien?

Moments make me feel connected
Make me feel like I'm an addict
Our paths don’t match
Guarding what was had
Love was nothing but our history

Lost inside my head
Save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead
Pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

We tried we were not speaking
We lied there was no reason
Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul
Those are possessions of mine
They are not leaving

I thought you wanted to see
If I feel if I bleed
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
You always needed control
No matter what would unfold
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons

Lost inside my head
Save my place in heaven
Goodbyes sink like lead
Pierced, ripped and falling
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need