Like I Never Was

I am asleep to my own voice
Further from tomorrow's pleasures
I am not sad because I believe you
I am tortured that I cannot disbelieve you
I do not know how to feel
I'm not sure what to be

As the night decomposed
We wondered what our souls were made of
We sought happiness complete and great in us

Alone with no faith no melody or thought
What if I never discover again

As the night decomposed
We wondered what our souls were made of
We sought happiness complete and great in us

How can I explain the absence of myself
If I feel I feel nothing

As the night decomposed
We wondered what our souls were made of
We sought happiness complete and great in us

Existing beyond the pale
I wanted to taste the buzz going off the rails
Like I never was
It all becomes so queer
Like the ringing in my ears
Like the ringing in my ears

If anyone can find any value in me
It has nothing whatsoever to do
With any will of my own
I was so young, you were so young
All was so young around

As the night decomposed
We wondered what our souls were made of
We sought happiness complete and great in us

I do not exist
I am the gap between
I am the rain that soaks you through
This is not farewell as if I ever lived
This is my conscience telling you

As the night decomposed
We wondered what our souls were made of
We sought happiness complete and great in us

I say a last prayer, is there anyone there?
I put my trust in you

Existing beyond the pale
I wanted to taste the buzz going off the rails
Like I never was