IDK

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

Started when I was fifteen some friends went and ditched me
It manifested itself into an insecurity
That I just wasn’t good enough
Or maybe thats how it always was
I don’t know

Then when I was twenty one I flew out to cali
I met with a booking agent east side of the valley
But I took it way too personal when I never heard back from him
Why do I care so much?

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

Scared to post on the internet
Overthink every comment
My brain can find a negative in any compliment
I’m still trying to fix it
How much time will it take me?
I don’t know

Wanna be done with the I’m not good enough
Sick of writing about I’m not good enough
Getting pretty dark but I’m not giving up

Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out cause
Gotta figure it out cause
I gotta make a change
Get out of my way

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

Wanna be done with the I’m not good enough
Sick of writing about I’m not good enough
Getting pretty dark but I’m not giving up

Gotta figure it, gotta figure it out cause
Gotta figure it out cause
I gotta make a change
Get out of my way

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

I just wanna find a way to get out of my mind
Craving validation from some people I don’t like
I don’t know them so why am I caring so much?
I don’t know

I don't know
I don't know

I gotta make a change
Get out of my way