Hated

I've seen many things in my eternity
I've felt all the poverty and wealth
In my life - i feel i'm running out of time
I've changed - rewritten and rearranged
I'll try until i die
I've kissed reality and the whole damn world goodbye
As i ponder with the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts i now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your hell
As i ponder in the eyes of a fool
Your deception only to profit you
Someday i think i just may ruin your life
Forever damned on the edge of a knife
I've been tricked too many times
Now i know being cool can sometimes take it's toll
Insane! ripped off - losin' my mind
Only to be crushed by deceptive lies
Your deceptive lies
As i ponder with the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts i now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your living hell
As i ponder in the eyes of a fool
Your deception only to profit you
Someday i just may ruin your life
Forever damned on the edge of a knife
So now you put me in a cage
Someday i just may get away
It's like falling in a bottomless pit
Another selfish game of hit and miss
Eyes open! now i can see just what's happening to me
Sometimes i'm my worst enemy
But if looks could kill you would be dead you see
Still i ponder now you're the fools
The table's turned - the nightmare's yours
All the strain, it's been rearranged
Having to deal with yourself, now the hell is yours
As i ponder in the eyes of a fool
Realizing this nightmare's true
Deep in your thoughts i now control
Only to haunt you and breakaway from your hell