Thoughts In Reverse

I feel it taking over everything inside of me
And I'm losing control
Weakness in my chest
My heart stops beating
Flat lined and I'm in between
This is my struggle
This is emptiness
Closer and closer again
I feel it happening
Holding fast to the hands of grace
I know youre stronger inside, stronger than me
Hope walks backwards
My thoughts in reverse
Scream for me, I'll hear your voice
My heart knows no other