When I was blonde I was depressed
Performatively feminine, hooked on Ritalin
When I was blonde I was the best
Smoking carcinogens, not eating anything again

Runnin', runnin', runnin', baby, what is there to cry about? I don't know
Isn't it so easy now to see it when it's all zoomed out, oh

'Cause I know that girl, she's not my friend
And I'm never going back again
And I love her still, but I can't pretend
That I'm never going back again

When I was blonde I was so blessed
Couldn't get out of bed, live my life alone in my head
Chemical bonds hung by a thread
Read on the internet, sorry if you felt mislead

Runnin', runnin', runnin', baby, what is there to scream about? I don't know
Isn't it so easy now to see it when it's all zoomed out, oh

'Cause I know that girl, she's not my friend
And I'm never going back again
And I love her still, but I can't pretend
That I'm never going back again

I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you

'Cause I know that girl clawing at her skin
Silver screen queen, candle handle wind
And I love her still, even in the end
But I'm never going back again

I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you