Idle

Feels like this is not the way it's supposed to be
The weight inside, when lost in time, takes away my memory
Young and dumb yet the time is running out
I think and lie, when walls are high
Idling is choosing

I woke up to the taste of insanity
Pinned down by the weight of gravity
I fall back in the arms of a chokehold
I remain, I remain
Idle

I can't tell where my feet are supposed to go
I let her down, I'm just around
In this trap I call home
Not so young, now the sand piles upon my feet
The forest dies, the river dries
Rots away the meaning

I woke up to the taste of insanity
Pinned down by the weight of gravity
I fall back in the arms of a chokehold
I remain, I remain

And I try to hold back tears
Trapped under eight years
As all the leaves were dropping dead
I just waited, only waited
I lose my air and scream
Bending, kneeling, breaking
Withering, decaying
Just dead

I'm falling in, I'm falling in
A peace like a coma
And I try to stay awake
But what has changed
Yeah

I woke up to the taste of insanity
Pinned down by the weight of gravity
I fall back in the arms of a chokehold
I remain, I remain, I remain