Monsters

I'm just a little bit of a mess
I wear it all like a pretty dress
Kinda
Exposed but honest
I'm learning to love all of me
I blame myself
I blame myself
For all the mistakes I made in between
I blamed myself
I can't blame myself
All those mistakes
They made me

I built those bridges
That you saw on fire
You think I've lost it
And my life's in dire
Straight to the point
This is my vice you know
I'm not a victim
I am in control
And you should know
You don't know just what I'm made of
You don't know just what I'm made of, love
Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?

I'm so sick of the monsters we're fed
They keep chasing me down
Running around my head
And we scare ourselves
Then blame ourselves
When we don't know where we wanna go
Or what we wanna do next
What do you wanna do next?

I will eclipse my former self
Just so I can better serve you
I will love vehemently
You don't know just what I'm made of
You don't know just what I'm made of, love
Why do we keep doing this to ourselves?

And I've been sat in the dark for too long
Holding all of my truth for too long
I wanna open my eyes
I wanna speak my mind

We've been sat in the dark for too long
Holding all of our truth for too long
We've gotta open our minds
We've gotta be the light

Straight to the point this is my vice you know
I'm not a victim I am in control
And you should know
You don't know just what I'm made of!