Should've

When I'm all alone
Sometimes I think about it like I miss how it was
But that's just nostalgia
Obsessed with the details, but missing a point
Thought I'd always regret saying what I never meant
But the words weighed a ton
Would you despise me or even recognize me if I tell that I

Remember everything you said
Well I was drunk, my memory's not 100%
We all move on like it's okay
We never look back
But I guess I should've
I guess I should've

Think I'm taking the high road, but where does it get me?
Back at the start
And I listen to one song on the [?] way home, now it's burned in my heart
Unpredictably nervous
Feeling worth less than worthless
Never know what to do
Maybe this is the new me, not as cute as I used to be
But you see right through

Keep thinking, "Next time it's my turn"
It doesn't mean I'll try to think I'll ever learn
I'll just move on like it's okay
I'll never look back
But I guess I should've
I guess I should've

Oh, you
Well, you make me feel like myself again
Alone in the world
Well, I wanna be your only friend
I wanna be worth the wait
I wanna be worth the wait
I wanna be worth the wait
But I never told you

I guess I should've
I guess I should've
I guess I should've
I guess I should've