Rest In Peace

Real thrill, I dont feel anymore

I wil l never have a person who will take pics
Of me while I do something funny or stupid
I'll never have someone that gonna write about me
I'll never have someone that give me a real value
While I'm here

I can never get rid of this city, or myself inside, or who I want to be
I will never enter a place without wanting to leave there in 3
In 3 or 4 beats
I don't wanna hear what people have to say
My mind is a relentless repeat
I really need to see the sunset
I don't feel like eat
I don't feel like live

But fuck it, my neighbors are going to work
And I'm writing because I cannot have a sleep
I need to write something to bleed out my lung
A tried to cry, but I just can scream
But I cannot cry anymore, I dont know how to talk
I just know how to sing what I feel
And badly I heal, you come to me
I dont wanna a deal, let me rest in peace

I dont want a help, forget that I exist
Let my pain swallow me, like a frenzy beast
Unmoved like a statue, I dont wanna to take my
Ghost out of my body, so just let it be
Just let me bleed, if you ask gonna hurt more
So leave me alone cause depression is desease
And I am sick
If you really love me, let me rest in peace