Table For One

My baby said he wants to be free
But where does that leave me?
Tried rubbing crystals and singing chants
Ways I thought I could channel his heart

But it just won't work for me
No more

On and off, we're on and off
It's a mess
Losing track of who this round
Belongs to now
If I tell the truth
I'm holding you so I don't have to say
Every night and day

I'll have a table for one

Deepak said detachment is the key
To let go of who you used to be
Still someone I vibrate on your wave
I try to reprogram my mind
But there's no change

But it just won't work for me
No more

On and off, we're on and off
It's a mess
Losing track of who this round
Belongs to now
If I tell the truth
I'm holding you so I don't have to say
Every night and day

I'll have a table for one