Talking Too Much

I'm sorry for the things i've said
It's been a really long week
And i know that doesn't justify
But for a while things were looking bleak
And i don't have much to look forward to
But at least i have my health
I've got long drives and slow rain and photographs
And all these things i keep inside myself

I'm sorry for the things i've done
It's been a really long year
And i know it seems like i do this all the time
It's just a big magnifying glass on fear
And if i could i'd try to be the perfect boy
And i'd never freak out again
And i'd try to make you feel good all the time
Like i did way back when

And i don't really know why
But this is really hard
And i don't want to go through this anymore
But it's not like i've got a choice
I'll have to get over this soon
I love you far too much
And everyone knows that a friend
Is better than nothing at all