Storyland

She's got an energy you like
A twinkle in her eye
And the way you move together
Has me struggling inside
So I quickly walk away
Tell the lie that I'm okay
But I'd rather not be seeing
Facing sadness, fear and rage

But I wish I could have told you in the moment
The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling
Giving you an honest chance
But instead I went to storyland
Creating something painful for us both
I really fucked it up this time, I know

Standing on the edge
Will we break or will we stretch
A wall of ice between us
All words have been said
So if you want me gone
I'll pack and leave by dawn
I love you, I'm sorry, please forgive me

And I wish I could have told you in the moment
The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling
Giving you an honest chance
But instead I went to storyland
Creating something painful for us both

But I never meant to hurt you
It blew up, got out of hand
And I hope that we can find a way back to love
To what we had

But I wish I could have told you in the moment
The reason why I'm triggered and what I'm feeling
Giving you an honest chance
But instead I went to storyland
Creating something painful for us both
I really fucked it up this time, I know