I'll Be The Last Loser In This World

My whole life's falling down, you see
Don't try to say that you'll save me
Please go away and let me here, drowned up to the neck in my own shit
Don't talk about the good old days, they're all forgotten and gone away
All this beauty won't change my life because, that's useless and it must die
Each of us has to get old
All in this life is always f***ed
I'll be the last one in this world to yell it, and I won't shut up