Jaded

I dont remember if I dragged you here
or you walked yourself

A Million billion moments have passed
but nothing else

Cobbled and Mended
back into shape
today the riddle
tomorrow escape
to stand back now might be the best
Be a part but lesser than the rest

Impressed, depressed, and counted out
all in one day
Wished, outshined, tarnished
all good decay

but let me not choke on positivity
i should take what you have given me
but the tiredness it has me cradled
stumble through my footprints, jaded

For a moment it all makes sense
for some hope i pay no ends

For a moment it all makes sense
for some hope i pay no ends

for a smile, for a smile,
for myself I reconcile
I reconcile

and so it ends