Smiles From Half a Mask

They said something that wasn't true, again
You have such a gentle heart, you know?
All they see in me is 10/10
But, it's fine
They won't see these eyes of mine

They tell the truth so well
Worse than I can tell
But, it's fine
I won't show this face of mine
It's just a smile

It's just a smile
It's just a laugh
It's such a joke
We're all disguised

It's just a smile
It's just a laugh
I'm just a lie
It's just a smile

A sadist's guilt

It wasn't a choice of what's right or wrong
We have such a gentle brain, you know?
It's not simple like who's mean or nice
But, although I'm fighting myself so hard
They hate the truth so bad
They want me to be dead

But, as long as I don't show them what's wrong
I'll stay a fake
It's just a smile
It's just a laugh
It's such a joke

We're all disguised
It's just a smile
It's just a laugh

I'm just a lie
It's just a smile
A sadist's guilt

This mask of mine protects me
But it broke
Now I'm stuck in other's mercy
Don't go please
This mask of mine protects me
From all enemies

Can you handle what's behind my mask?

It's just a smile
It's just a laugh
It's such a joke

We're all disguised
It's just a smile
It's just a laugh

Inside my eyes
It's just a smile
A sadist's guilt