This Ain't a Breakup (feat. Nightly)

Wish I had pictures on my phone
To scroll through when I'm in my bed alone
Wish I had more of your t-shirts
More of all your firsts
That much more of a reason to be hurt
Feels dumb
To miss whatever it was

'Cause this ain't a breakup
And we never dated
No this ain't a breakup
Heard that you're saying
We wouldn't have lasted
I'm overreacting
So why am I asking?

If this ain't a breakup
And we never made love
Then why is your body on mine on my mind when I wake up?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why ain't I coping?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why am I broken?

Bet you got your story to tell
And I hate it but you play it off so well
How stupid of me to let myself believe
That all of the words that you said actually mean something

But this ain't a breakup
And we never dated
No this ain't a breakup
Heard that you're saying
We wouldn't have lasted
I'm overreacting
So why am I asking?

If this ain't a breakup
And we never made love
Then why is your body on mine on my mind when I wake up?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why ain't I coping?
If this ain't a breakup
Then why am I broken?
Broken, broken
My heart you broke it
Broke it

It feels like a breakup
But we never dated
It feels like a breakup
And, baby, I hate it
'Cause we coulda lasted
You're underreacting
'Cause a matter of fact it

It feels like a breakup
Know we never made love
But boy, is my body on yours on your mind when you wake up?
It feels like a breakup
Yeah, I'm still not coping
But this ain't a breakup
So why am I broken, broken?
Yeah, why am I broken, broken?