Bitter Redemption

2 am I get an alert from Siri
Danger's comin', he's in your city
You must remember when we sit
And I said 'Don't seek me, no more'

Our last talk sounded like was a vow
Hurtin' each other with no care
But it was part of who we were

This time I felt like I was a hoe
Day and night, fucked me up
I'm not talking bout bed and shit
Is mental care and my feels

Maybe I should process you now
Pay me for the damages
Gimme back all of my hours
You let me grimy on the tape

Said to my friends I would leave you
And let nobody hurt me down like when I with you
I will gonna try to forget all of my issues
But baby, you know I saw your DMs, we know the truth

You said: I wasn't lying, believe me this time
You said: Was all up in your mind
I'm tryna hard to quit you but no one will see us
Just for one night

You said: I wasn't lying, believe me this time
You said: Was all up in your mind
I'm tryna hard to quit you but no one will see us
Just for one night

Tryna hard to quit, but no one will see us, just for one night
I'm fucking tryna hard to quit
But no one will see us, just for one night

I can't feel your ice heart, just fire still remains
Despite the past hurt, I feel something trapping me in your chains
Mouth says one thing, my brain: Wrong way
This time no 'eeny, meeny, moe', I will choose my own way

Been in this world for a long enough
Thank God, now I can recognize, you don't deserve my love
Late of the night you text to me: I miss you, call me, dawg
I took some time to realize, it was just lack of cock

You said "I wasn't lying, believe me this time"
You said "Was all up in your mind"
I'm tryna hard to quit you but no one will see us
Just for one night

You said: I wasn't lying, believe me this time
You said: Was all up in your mind
I'm tryna hard to quit you but no one will see us
Just for one night

Tryna hard to quit, but no one will see us, just for one night
I'm fucking tryna hard to quit
But no one will see us, just for one night