Happy

Can I tell you something?
Promise you won't tell
I am losing faith in God and I'm not taking this well
I'm becoming someone, only someone sick could love

Only one thing left to want before we come undone
I only wanna make you happy if I can get you back
I only wanna make you happy if I can at least have that
Sometimes there's just no changing someone else's heart
How did you and I end up this godamnmed far apart?