Running Away

I can't bare to look
At the reflection in the mirror
Cracks are always clearer in the light
I've spent my whole life
Thinking on my feet
And leaving it all behind

Searching for the strength that I could never find
Will I find hope or am I fucking losing my mind?
And I'll admit I've spent my whole life terrified
Running away is the only thing I felt was mine

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end, deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

I regret the emotions that I've never shown
All of this pain and yet I've still refused to grow
Wasting so much of my energy
Trying to stay when I'll probably up and fucking leave

Searching for the strength that I could never find
Running away is the only thing I felt was mine

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end, deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

I'm running away again
Running away again
Locked inside my head

Running away, I can't escape
I'm falling off the deep end
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
So don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

Running away again
I'll lie and say that I'm okay
But don't act so surprised when
I'm running away again

Running, running
Running, running
Running, running
Running, running