Cycle

I've always been a loser in your eyes
Put my action down when you know I've tried
Been trying for so many years
A losing battle I've been losing for years

My head is up, but my heart has sunk
I look for acceptance in actions I've done
I did it for you, not for myself
This time you die

I feel nothing
My head is up, my heart has sunk
Negative reinforcement reinforced my anger
My anger never fades
I'd die for you