Alone

you walked away i fell to he ground
will i ever get up again?
i reached out for you you ignored the sound
of my head bouncing up and down
hapless noises that slide with me

remember the voices spiral through my head
into the bed i wish would swallow me whole
and i can't help but think it will never happen again

so i close my eyes and float out
drowning my thoughts in the memories
and i feel myself being consumed by the past
wake on the floor for a ten minute morning
and the spinning thought that you would be the last
i can never return where the smiling thoughts went
a twisted morning the echo of sunshine

i will never know them again
why didn't you tell me i was getting cold
why couldn't you ask i would never say no
now i'm searching for a reason why
so i close my eyes and float out to sea
i was looking for something as hard as goodbye

and i feel myself being consumed by the past
and the spinning thought that you would be the last drowning my thoughts in the memories