I'm Always Trying To Fall In Love

I'm always trying to fall in love
But I get to anxious
So next thing I'm fucking things up
Of all the people that I’ve loved
Not even half of them I felt a real feeling

And it’s always like this
I get too close and I become friends with all your friends
And ’till this day I only talk to them
Then we talk on the phone
But on Instagram
Cause we’re not serious yet
And I hate to think

That I'm trying to hold a hand
I'm trying but can’t forget
Stuck inside my own head trying
And it’s driving me crazy this running around
I go in too thirsty and in seconds I'm out
But I'm used to this
Cause I'm always trying to fall in love

I always tend to fuck things up
There was this one time that I called to try and meet her up
We had sex and that was it
Actually
That was pretty cool
I just lost track of what I'm saying but

It’s not always like this
Usually I meet people almost suddenly
And you’d think I have a philosophy
But I just drive home alone
To sad songs
(I love sad songs)
And I hate to think

That I'm trying to hold a hand
I'm trying but can’t forget
Stuck inside my own head trying
And it’s driving me crazy this running around
I go in too thirsty and in seconds I'm out
But I'm used to this
Cause I'm always trying to fall in love

I'm trying to hold a hand
I'm trying but can’t forget
Stuck inside my own head trying
And it’s driving me crazy this running around
I go in too thirsty and in seconds I'm out
But I'm used to this
Cause I'm always trying to fall in love