out of blood (feat. sleepwater, hiraeth, Yokai Dreams, DeadFish & NotEnvy)

Oh, hold on wait, tell me did I let you down
Can I breathe a little swear that I won’t make a sound
And everybody’s out for blood that’s why I hate this town
And everybody’s out for me that’s why I’ll go ghost now
Oh, hold on wait, tell me I'm the monster now
When you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
I gave up everything just to be the one left out
I tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

Put your hands all on my body now I'm leaving
I don’t wanna hurt you bitch, I'm falling for a reason
Give another reason, leave without a meaning
Tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss him
I could run away and still nobody wanna know now
Funny I meant everything until he wanna come round
Leave it at the door and get your shit just on the way out
Text him that you want him cause he knows you're on the way now

And I can't even look at myself don't feel the same, I'm
Trapped inside my own little hell you pin the blame, you
Took my heart it snapped and I fell you'll never say why
I've been steady feeling unwell what has this come to?
And I've been dying tryna get you outta my head
And I keep fucking crying over things you said
Don't tell me that we'll ever have a chance again
'Cause I can't deal with trauma take my life instead

Oh, hold on wait, tell me did I let you down
Can I breathe a little swear that I won’t make a sound
And everybody’s out for blood that’s why I hate this town
And everybody’s out for me that’s why I’ll go ghost now
Oh, hold on wait, tell me I'm the monster now
When you’re the one who went and filled my head with doubt
I gave up everything just to be the one left out
I tossed you my heart, you stomped it on the ground

You always jumped at a chance to slice up my ego
Power your libido
Take your time, suck the life out of everywhere that we go
Emotional mosquito
She's undead never had a care
For the affairs of the living
Take your heart and she grinning
As the clock strikes 10
Honest men will head to bed
But she just started causing pain by the minute

Torment anxiety
What is inside of me?
I'm broken, I'm destined to die
A loner, a puppet in disguise
Soil is dirty, I'm drowning reserve me
I need you don't burn me
I'm liquid lurking

Deadfish
And I've tried to move on
Yea I’ve tried to forget
But you just
Seem to never wanna leave my head
So
I can never fucking see you again
You know that
I really needed to feel again
Stop fucking calling and wasting my time
Said that you’ll fix that, we know that's a lie
Now that I'm gone you regret what you've done
When you are crying I’ll hide in my home
Could you stop fucking up my entire life?
Telling everyone that I was just another guy
Never said what you did, I’d never tell a soul
'Cause I'm better than this and I'm better than you