Feel Nothing

you can bury me down
or you can spit me out
explode my flesh
turn me into hot ash
give me sorrow and pain
let me not cry again
sacrifice my blood
for your hungry god

breaking into the hell or
heaven i don't mind
i suspect creator is to be
judging right

leaves are falling down
cold wind is blowing days away
pour precious time
passing without leaving
a second chance
i remember her face
desolated soul
trying not to break
in such a painful world
i dont think we got the right to smile

weather's cold as steel
i'm out to feel
smell of death in the air
ravens approaching near
got no god to be saved
gotta know i'm afraid
no one waiting my way
fading day after day

hell fire burning over the gardens
i have grown
my nerves eating my brain
the poison moving on