Suffocate

Hit like a ton, but I'm still aware
Now you're known, so a beautiful one, lets you come undone, you're still alone
Find your, one, way, to have, your, say
Truth obscured, and I'm victimized, not alone

Can't help but quit, I need a respite
From the pain I hold so dear
Been here before, cold dead, cold floor
For some reason, I show, no fear

I will choke on my sadness, until I will suffocate
And I'll try to find an outlet, but how long can my soul wait?
Throughout all the reasons, that change with the lies
That help you through the days, until you realize
It's just sadness, without direction, suffocate

I'm not the kind, to pull on the ties that bind
It's like grains of sand, what I can't feel in my heart, I crush with my hands

Can't help but quit, I need a respite
From the pain I hold so dear
Been here before, cold dead, cold floor
For some reason, I show, no fear

I will choke on my sadness, until I will suffocate
And I'll try to find an outlet, but how long can my soul wait?
Throughout all the reasons, that change with the lies
That help you through the days, until you realize
It's just sadness, without direction, suffocate