Change My Mind And Me

Suffocating in bedsheets
Eyes alight in the wake of a fever dream
Or just stare in a daze of wine and TV

House is full, but it's empty
All the love and the light nowhere to be seen
The walls have ears and they're burning permanently

We're not alive, just between you and I -
We're existing aimlessly
I need a spark, little light in the dark
So I can change my mind and me

Routines are God-given lifelines
We take the days as they come and go, you see
But fourteen hours of silence hits differently

And I could fill it for hours
'Bout the sweet and the sour of the life I chose
You only get one shot at this, and I'm not prepared to let it go'

We're not alive, just between you and I
We're existing aimlessly
I need a spark, little light in the dark
So I can change my mind and me

Are we depressed? Are we failing at best?
And do you see the things I see
I need a spark, take me back to the start
So I can change my mind and me
So I can change my mind and me

And I'll scream out fuck you to the world when I leave forever
How can your head and your heart work when they're not together?
Should've washed the blood from my hands
Of the life I could've had
But I'm afraid I'm just not that clever

So go second and third guess what's going on
I'll do the same, and we'll both keep getting it wrong
I need a wakeup call before I go back to sleep
I need to change my mind and me

We're not alive, just between you and I
We're existing aimlessly
I need a spark, little light in the dark
So I can change my mind and me