negative space

When you ran your fingers down your collarbone
And said that you would stay all the night
I started digging out these flowers
That you planted inside my mind

You said your breath was like a breeze that kept you afloat
You turned my heart into a hurricane
Destroyed you
Like you did my home

And I've been digging in my skin
For something that doesn't exist
It's kinda feeling in my bones
Ringing in my chest

I'm driving myself
In a different direction
Tryna build me
A new disposition

And I want you to take me away
To somewhere in you negative space
Negative space
I'm recovering from the fear
Since last time you were near me

My ears are bleeding from
Your long repeating conversation
We are bittersweet
But I'm still stucked knee-deep in your negative space
In your negative space

Before you left you took my hand and said
Boy, I just wanna fit in
And all these people are laughing at me
Because my hands are
Paper thin

I'm playing it back in slowmotion
Tryna regain emotion
Saying: What have I done?
Was it something I mentioned?

There's flowers in my hair
I'm running through the wind
Trying to take myself back to where
Everything will begin

And I want you to take me away
To somewhere in you negative space
Negative space
I'm recovering from the fear
Since last time you were near me

My ears are bleeding from
Your long repeating conversation
We are bittersweet
But I'm still stucked knee-deep in your negative space
In your negative space

And I kinda want you
But I kinda also hate you
And I don't think that anyone could ever replace you
You got my feelings all numb
I don't know how to forget you

And I kinda want you
But I kinda also hate you
And I don't think that anyone could ever replace you
You got my feelings all numb
I don't know how to forget you

How to forget you