sleepy (insomnia)

Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy
My head has been so busy
Lay it down when I feel so dizzy
Side effects of what they give me
Got me up till the Sun can't get me
And I'm anxiously tryin' to find some sleep
But the wind outside still blows
When the clock strikes three and the thoughts won't leave
It's a lost cause, tryin' to control them

Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy
Even if I kill the lights, I know they can see me
Wide awake, I walk the halls, feelin' so uneasy
Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy
Feelin' my heartbeat gettin' so loud
Checkin' my pulse, but it won't slow down
Does it hurt when the help you found
Made it all worse, could it turn around?
Anxiously tryin' to find some sleep
But the wind outside's still blowin'
When the clock strikes three and the thoughts won't leave
It's a lost cause, tryin' to control them

Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy
Even if I kill the lights, I know they can see me
Wide awake, I walk the halls, feelin' so uneasy
Every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy
Someone tell me what I need to keep producin' dopamine
I'm sick of this paroxetine
No fight, no flight, I simply freeze
My side effects are all I see
I don't think this is savin' me
'Cause every time I close my eyes, I'm no longer sleepy