Riptide (feat. Jake Luhrs)

Every day is all the same again
Feels like everything I love
It all just came and went, now I'm
Staring out the window pane again
Panic running in my brain
It just ain't making sense

Now the ebb and the flow
Is only keeping me low
But it's been locked in my mind
'Cause I let nobody know

I'm staying tangled in webs
I'm always thrashing around
I keep on banging my head
I'm running into the ground

So I'll turn another page around
Read the words till I'm safe and sound
I don't wanna show my face right now
I can barely even get out of the bed

Guess I'll
Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I don't really think
I'm gonna make it through

I forgot the old me
I don't really know me
Feel like I'm pulling
Myself into

Everything's a mess
I'm broken and fractured
I just wanna decompress
I'm upside down

Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I can make it out
I won't drown, but I'm fadin'

I'm always in between
The back and forth
Lately I can't even tell you
What I'm crashin' for, but I

Keep it moving
Till I pass the course
Let it kill me
Let it heal me
Then I'll ask for more

It's a long way down
To the bottom I've been
I don't wanna make it there again

I guess I'll
Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I don't really think
I'm gonna make it through

I forgot the old me
I don't really know me
Feel like I'm pulling
Myself into

Everything's a mess
I'm broken and fractured
I just wanna decompress
I'm upside down

Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I can make it out
I won't drown, but I'm fadin'

Something has to give
I'm not giving up
I don't have to live
Weighed down and stuck (I've been falling)

Something has to give
I'm not giving up (life is calling)
I don't have to live
Weighed down and stuck

So I'll turn another page around
Read the words till I'm safe and sound
I don't wanna show my face right now
I can barely even get out of the bed

I guess I'll
Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I don't really think
I'm gonna make it through

I forgot the old me
I don't really know me
Feel like I'm pulling
Myself into (myself into)

Everything's a mess
I'm broken and fractured
I just wanna decompress
I'm upside down (I'm upside down)

Catch you on the flipside
Caught up in a riptide
I can make it out
I won't drown, but I'm fadin'

Something has to give
I'm not giving up
(Something has to give
I'm not giving up)

I don't have to live
I don't have to live
Weighed down and stuck