NO EULOGIES (feat. Rachel Lake)

So, really, nothing ever happens?
There's no more milestones?

Woke up on the wrong side of my head
Packed inside a box and halfway dead
Tied up with a knot
Just like I oughta be, this part of me
And I could say the words you want to hear
And make the pretty package disappear
But would you even want me now?
No eulogies for parts of me

Do you really think it's simple to encapsule it?
(Can you even hear me?)
That the parts you didn't like were just an accident?
(Or are these words just quitting?)
Do you really think so little, little, little, little
(Do you think so little of me?)

Take in the all of me
See what you wanna see
No cause for sympathy
You won't listen if it don't sound sweet
Regards and low esteem
It's all meant implicitly
Speak now or hold your peace
And forget this part of me
No love, no eulogies

Got off at the wrong stop in my mind
A lotta awful words for me to find
It's all a goddamn waste of time
No energy, apart from me
'Cause I could say the word, make it all so clear
Or I could make a change, and face my fear
But I always take the wrong way out
So far to be a part of me

Do you think I'd be so stupidly compassionate
(Can you even see me?)
Without carrying a weight enough to balance it?
(Or did this not have meaning?)
Do you really think so little, little, little, little
(Do you think so little of me?)

Look through my eyes
At what you what from me
No silence, sanded off edges
Can't you fake it just one moment?

I look through your eyes
At an unfamiliar face
The shape of your reflection
The colors melt in two directions
And spill into my afterimage

Take in the all of me
See what you wanna see
No cause for sympathy
'Cause why listen if it don't sound sweet? (Don't sound sweet?)
Regards and low esteem
The same shit you always sing
Speak now or hold your peace
And forget this part of me
No love, no eulogies

I think I'm gonna go to Hell when I die
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