Part Six

Have I always been this driven
I wonder
It's just when I stop the clock and notice
I see a body moving fast
With things to do
And I wonder to myself
Watching me move
Could I always be here and watch
It's not been my experience
Things are often so unconscious
I was going on dreaming
One night when I slept
But what to do today makes me
Think about me more often
And I catch myself running fast
And I ask why
Is it the exercise
It matters less
I know I'll continue
But I forget who I am
Taking orders, delivering things
I finally found ???
It's a move away from that reverses the drive
The energy gained
The sight of the clear basic environments
I wonder