Never Loved The Man

Mother looks so torn, why can't she see?
Things are back the way they've always been
I sing in the shower and I sit alone in our home
We've always been alone
I hear mother in her room start to cry
Whenever she thinks I've gone to sleep at night
I'd share her pain but I never can
I never loved the man

I hate to see her feel this way
But I'm not sad to see him sent away
I don't miss his crummy jokes I don't miss his mess
The way he comes and goes as he please
I'm an only child - I just want a family
I don't understand her pain, though I try
Life goes on - hers and mine
He's gone, he's gone...
I never loved the man