Lost Breath

I look at the walls of this dark room of mine
Time passes and I remain here
I've been thinking about my days lived
So lonely, often defeated

I chew the dust that time left behind
Looking at the trail of what's left
My skin is worn from waiting so long
How far can the string stretch?

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

The scars tell stories I didn't want to hear
Torn memories of when I was happy
My mind boils, my body wants to stop
But a voice in the back insists on calling me

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain, comes the relief

I look at the walls of this dark room of mine
Time passes and I'm still here
I've been thinking about my days lived
So lonely, often defeated

I chew the dust that time left behind
Looking at the trail of what's left
My skin is worn out from waiting so long
How far can the string stretch?

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

The scars tell stories I didn't want to hear
Torn memories of when I was happy
My mind boils, my body wants to stop
But a voice in the back insists on calling me

I believe
Despite the fear
I believe

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

I'm afraid of my last breath
I'm afraid of my last breath!
But I believe, yes, I believe!
That after the pain comes relief

After the pain
The relief