Alive And Bleeding

I'm here
Hard as a rock
Ripped apart inside
And she
She don’t even see me

I'm here
Hard, aching, alive
Wishing for touch
But all I get is cold

She moaned for strangers
Opened her body for coins
But for me?
The man who stayed?
She slammed the doors

She gave her moans for money
But my love?
She buried it in silence

I'm fucking alive!
Hard, alone, bleeding inside!
She sold her skin to the night
But I was here
Begging for light

I'm alive
I'm bleeding
But I'm still alive

She doesn’t deserve my sweat
My hands
My love I swallowed a thousand times

It was never about sex
It was about giving
It was about daring to love
Who never dared to love back

She gave her screams for paper
I gave my soul for nothing

I'm fucking alive!
Hard, alone, bleeding inside!
She sold her moans to shadows –
But I stayed
I stayed

I'm alive
Still bleeding
Still alive

I won’t beg for scraps
I won’t die with my soul unseen
I won’t sleep another night with my heart unloved

I'm burning
I'm fucking burning

I'm alive!
Not for her
Not for ghosts
For me

Alive and bleeding
Alive and screaming
Alive
Alive

She didn’t see me
Now she’ll never see me again