Help me now

I had a lot of time to find the reason
I was afraid to get the road
There were many times I called my baby
To tell her that I would go

I didnt mean to be so selfish
I just thought the road was long
All my thoughts were in my headaches
All of them were wrong
Help me!

I started a revolution with my heart when
I saw the problems with my soul
I never thought I had to share my secrets
With someone I didnt know

I never felt my head on that way
I was blind without a dog
All my mind were in my sadness
My whole life was wrong

Help me now to live
The life that I always dream
And please forgive
Those bad words That I always said

I didnt mean to be sad
I have tried to find my soul out there
And please believe
I will try to find my own

I'll try to clean my life and find me better
I'll really try to face the road
I'll try to be a man to call my baby
To tell her I always loved her

From now on I'll be a man
I will fight with all my ghosts
I will teach my lonely mind
I will clean my soul

(Tu tu)

I'll try to find a way to show my feelings
Instead of hiding them in holes
I'll get a new strength to show my secrets
althought I know it's hard to show

I will be a face with happiness
I'll invite the angels to come
I will live without the sadness
I always let to come

Help me now to live
The life that I always dream
And please forgive
Those bad words That I always said

I didnt mean to be sad
I have tried to find my soul out there
And please believe
I will try to find my own